They say i have a gift, more like this is my loss, not having control of what i think and feel, not knowing in which moment i want what is right and the worst that with silence i always looked and never found.. Days pass, thoughts fly and the more time passes i cling that it wont come back,that feeling that frightens, that obstructs thinking,for not knowing what i really want, I dont want everything, because later everything is nothing, i just dont want tomorrow to trap me in to nothing,


I want to know what is happening, farther away from where my soul can be, farther away from where my soul can desire,farther away where my soul could wish, i want to know if more than i have dreamed exists, if there is more than what i can reach,with no fear that suddenly, something or someone could hurt me... How to know what is right when they say it is not good to exagerate, exagerate in seek for something, or maybe life cannot give you...


One day through this gesture,effort to know what i am doing with out thinking what is right, i can adventure , jump into the abyss if life is merciless, that i live only in misery .. If it gave me wings,to learn to fly.